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Thursday, June 29, 2006

貧窮的賭徒 - 張小嫻 <愛上了你>

女孩說,她在去年認識了現在的男朋友,兩個人的感情很好,大家都視對方為終身伴侶。他剛剛在美國找到一份工作,他很想她也跟他一塊過去,然而,那代表她要離開香港的家人和工作。她不可能在那邊找到工作,想到學校讀書也不行,因為他每半年會轉換一個工作基地。跟他過去,她可以做的就是留在家中照顧他和重新建立自己的生活圈子,這意味著她要依賴他。她很煩惱,不知道應不應該跟他走。

不跟他走,她可能會後悔一輩子。跟他走的話,誰又可以保證感情不會變?如果她離開了家人,放棄了工作,放棄了自己的前途跟著他,她會覺得自己為這段感情犠牲了很多,她會因此對他要求很高,將來只要他稍微對她不好,她就會恨他,並且覺得自己的犠牲是不值得的。兩個人在異鄉生活,難免要面對許多生活問題,如果還要面對一段充滿壓力的感情,到頭來只會互相怨恨。

愛情的抉擇有時候跟賭博沒有兩樣,也可能輸得一敗塗地。你決定去還是不去的時候,要考慮的不是你會不會後悔,也不是他會不會永遠愛你,因為你根本無法知道答案。最重要的,是你愛不愛他,是不是愛他愛到願意賭這一鋪。雖然你是個貧窮的賭徒。

PS:有時唔系你願意犠牲,就有人願意接收你既犠牲。

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

小心

今日既文章系要回應一吓亞之姑既日記
G, 其實有時要學吓心腸硬少少,如果唔系,你會惹埋好多不必要既麻煩,你對人既態度系好好,好友善,但系為你帶來既麻煩亦都好多,你都聽到唔少對你不利既傳言架啦﹗我地個個都知你唔系D咁既人,但系我地都唔想見到你比D傳言hurt到,你系cityU已經攪到咁,我唔想你系HKU再攪到你唔開心,HKU系三年,如果你一開始,個名已經揚晒,咁你往後既三年就唔好過。你明嘛?
如果你真系唔鐘意就要做得比較出面少少先得架啦,你知啦,冇質素既人個腦系遲鈍少少架,你唔比色勞佢地,佢地會系咁纏住你,到最後,人地又會話你玩佢地,咁就唔好啦﹗
如果唔識點比色勞,請致電本人或黃小姐,我地好樂意為你解圍。

Monday, June 26, 2006

我怕

近日我好怕自己單獨一個人。
平時,我自己一個人出席一D活動都都唔會驚,但系我近日好怕自己一個人,出席任何活動都要事先約左一D人陪我出席,番屋企,最好有人陪我番或送我搭車,所以,朋友們,千祈唔好留番我一個人獨自活動,盡量陪住我﹗=(

Saturday, June 24, 2006

我要一個家

由於近日量地,所以多左好多時間系屋企,我發覺,原來..... 我系咁鐘意留系屋企,平時無事無幹,連落街都懶,系咁hae系屋企,無無聊聊睇吓書,上吓網,聽吓音樂咁就一日啦﹗千祈千祈唔好要我出一出去兩個鐘,出門口前的兩個鐘我要超級掙扎,又要門障一番,出左門口心裏又要千萬個不願意,所以我近日都將所有約會控制到一日之內發生,費事煩。

我好想有一個屬於自己既一個屋企,以前,我一路都話好鐘意同屋企人住,但系唔知系咪近日成日都系屋企,發覺,屋企人其實好嘈,如果有埋亞哥同個隻野系屋企就嘈到我要出街避佢地,我依家先發覺,原來我都以亞媽,鐘意靜,唔鐘意人煩同多野講。

有時屋企冇人,我就開心得不得了,開hi-fi可以開到大大聲,睇書,煮pasta食..... 嘩﹗勁寫意呀﹗哈﹗

唔知幾時先有自己既屋企呢...........

Monday, June 19, 2006

逃走

不要跟我太接近,因為我會逃走。
尋晚睇左一個電視節目,有一個心理學家話﹐男人比女人需要更多既空間感,我諗我系.................................男人。

謄文專員

好耐好耐都冇聽過<謄文>尼兩個字啦﹗近日再次聽到,覺得好得意。
我地細細個既時候,要做中、英文作文,老師改完之後,我地就要將老師所更改的版本重新抄一次,咁就為之<謄文>啦。
近日有一位朋友,因為要代公司寫一篇文章,佢作完之後,就請我幫佢修改一吓,我改完之後,佢就sms我:好多謝你幫我<謄文>呀...... 我聽到<謄文>尼兩個字,覺得好攪笑好得意,因為本人大大話話都離開左校園十年,聽番以前細個時用既專用名詞,覺得好懷舊﹗=P
老實講,本人的中英文水平真系唔系咁高架咋,但系就系唔知點解成日都會接到尼D job過喎,比得最多job我做既就梗系我個督察大佬啦﹗我要包辦佢大學既功課、presentation加公司既reportsssssss.....仲有仲有.... 就系佢女朋友既功課加佢公司既通告......唉﹗
身邊既朋友間唔時都有d job比我做吓既,除左<謄文>job之外,仲有D<作文> job架,好老實講,由於本人唔系一個十級creative既人,所以<謄文>系會好D既,改人野搵錯處我就最耍加架啦﹗hehe﹗

謄文專員才子! =)

Thursday, June 15, 2006

相信自己

今日睇左一禪書,裏面有一篇文章寫<相信自己>,教人不要太在意別人的意見及批評,只要相信自己既能力,最終你會得到你想要的東西。

今天,我終於得到..................一份我真正想做的工作﹗=)

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

我太任性嗎

作者張小嫻在<荷包裏的單人床>中的女主角,為了一個不知是否愛她的男人,而離開了一個跟她一起8年,擁有優厚條件的男人,她當時寫.....<我就像一個被寵壞的女孩,在追求一個遙不可及的一個夢>,我跟她一樣嗎?

前天我去面試,受到接見者的留難及打擊,令自信心嚴重受創,我面試完畢後忍不住哭了,我哭不是因為受到打擊,而是怪責自己,為何自己這麼任性,要離開史提芬的護蔭,好好地一個<山寨王>不做,而要去追求一份令自己辛苦萬分的工作。是我任性嗎?

明明擁有一個很疼愛我的人,但我偏偏要一次又一次選擇離開,是我任性嗎?

我真的很希望我是一個對任何事也沒有要求的小女人,我想,這樣我會生活得開心一點﹗是嗎?

全能VP

上星期日比一個唔系咁容易讚人既advisor讚我系一個全能VP,比咩我做,我一定會做到,其實本來系應該好開心先系,但系我諗諗吓,其實我唔開心,好老實講,尼個Advisor系上年已經讚過我處事好獨立,我當時系好開心好開心,因為佢真系好少好少讚人,但系到左依家,我唔想再處事獨立、唔想做全能VP啦﹗由於我咩都能夠做到,好多時,佢地就由得我自己一個人做,唔會take care我,放系我身上既時間真系可以話零,對我既做既projects系不聞不問,我真系好唔開心,我鐘意同人傾計,我鐘意一班人一齊做野,我唔鐘意自己一個人。而且.... 好多時,就系因為我系全能VP,邊個唔掂,第一時間我就會出手,所以好多時,我做左好多野....都冇人會知,系亞會長眼中,我好似好快攪掂晒自己既野,但系其實我背後付出左好多,又有邊個人知呀?
我唔系要得到任何reward,我只系想多d機會同人相處,我鐘意柴娃娃,但系偏偏佢地就要求我處事獨立.... 唔鐘意呀...............................

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

Super Accurate!!

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

The Real You

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.

You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.

Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?

Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

What's your personality love style?

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

What type of personality do you have?

Kind and Gentle
Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.


How you control your husband, who will lead the family and who will be led?
You will never expect to control your boyfriend or husband. Your boyfriend and you will take turns to make decision and the decision is often acceptable to both of you. Whatever you want to let him know, you can just tell him straightforwardly. This is a good relationship, a pretty modern one.

You love fair relationship with your boyfriends. You like a simple wedding. It can merely be cohabitation without wedding, or you live separately with your husband. Despite all these, you will still have a good time together until you become a grandmother or a grandfather. Then, you are still good friends who always living the rest of your life together.

Your Hidden Talent
The Mass Communicator
You have a cheerful personality and you are a naturally kind person. Your hidden talent isn't really that hidden at all: you shine among a crowd. You would make an ideal news announcer, flight attendant or model - any position that would give you an opportunity to deal with plenty of people. A tip for you is to avoid getting too deeply involved in others' personal lives - otherwise you might find yourself constantly being asked for help.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Friday, June 09, 2006

好怕系屋企食飯

唔好食得咁快得唔得呀??????????
再系咁,我唔系屋企食飯架啦!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

濃情化不開

前兩日系收音機聽到周華健多年前既作品<濃情化不開>,我仲記得尼首歌系當年系好hit,我系好鐘意聽 (你地唔好企圖或嘗試去計我個age grp呀﹗),系收音機聽完之後,番到屋企就第一時間去個千年CD櫃度搵,睇吓搵唔搵得番我當年重金去買個隻周華健CD (嗱﹗當年一個學生妹買一隻CD已經系好大手筆架啦﹗) 嘩﹗搵到啦﹗雖然封晒塵,但系仲系保持得好完整,我立即番房播尼聽吓,音色依然....好好聽﹗個晚我不停repeat又repeat....由晚十點聽到零晨兩點都系尼首歌,聽到都唔系好捨得瞓。
好多朋友都知道我,一鐘意聽一首歌就會不停repeat,成晚淨系聽一首歌都唔會厭,就系咁,我足足聽左三晚濃情化不開﹗=P
我有個朋友問我,發唔發覺同一首歌,系街度播同系屋企或自己既mp3 player播,比你既感覺系好唔同架?佢話系街度聽到首歌會特別覺得好聽,但系系屋企或者系mp3聽,聽得兩三次,就會覺得都系不外如事啫。可能我系歌癡,我聽來聽去首歌都唔會厭,所以當時唔系好明佢既意思,但我番到屋企再諗,我就明白個中原因。平時你系街度,經過D boutique,或者系收音機度聽到一首歌,個一刻,你只會有機會聽到一次,所以你分外覺得好聽,但系當你擁有左個張CD或者個首歌之後,佢永遠都系度等你,你想幾時聽就幾時聽,所以你就唔會再咁珍惜聽到尼首歌既機會,咁佢就會變成不外如事啦﹗
唔知人系咪就系咁既呢,當你只可以擁有佢一次或佢就尼離你而去,你就會更加愛惜佢,但當佢留系你身邊既時候,就唔會珍惜佢呢?

*重聚時 但怕這記憶 要消失了才珍惜*

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

We're so proud of you!!!


嘩﹗嘩﹗嘩﹗好開心、好開心、好開心呀﹗
今朝晨早起身就收到我地亞之既電話,

好驚﹗咩事呢?
登...登...登...登﹗原來系HKU收左佢讀SocialWork呀﹗嘩﹗好叻好叻呀﹗佢系唯一一個經外圍考入港大既SW學生﹗真系好犀利呀﹗勁登佢開心呀﹗

之: We're so proud of you!!! 比心機呀﹗尼個系一個好難得既機會,你要好好把握呀﹗快D將之前唔開心既野忘記,全新開始你人生新一頁啦﹗(註:唔好玩到咁顛呀﹗你系咁多同學之中最老個個尼架啦﹗)

另:今朝收到尼個消息真系開心到唔知點形容,就好似一個亞媽知道亞女考到第一志願咁,要切雞還神個隻﹗=P 其實人愈來愈大,就愈難遇到有一件事令到自己好開心、好雀躍,所以我依家會好珍惜每一次可以令自己開心既事﹐珍惜開心既時間,因為唔知下次"開心"會系幾時.....

PS:之,PP我好榮幸(+多多感謝)成為你第一個通知此好消息既人﹗愛你
PS2:今個星期日MC之後要慶祝呀﹗YEAH!!!
PS3:見唔見到我今次用左綠色呢....嘻嘻﹗